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Today II

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 7:06 PM
  • Mood: Torment
I looked at my calendar
And I started flipping backwards

As I went further and further,
Little hearts blossomed up everywhere.

March 12
Febraury 27
February 14
February 13
February 12
January 12
January 2
December 25

and so, so many more

And I wonder if they still have meaning to you
Or if they are just faded red hearts on forgotten sheets of paper
I wonder if your pictures are dusty
The CDs not played
The old notes long thrown away

Today, I broke down four times
I could feel the holes in my chest, the ripping of my newly patched heart

Today, it all felt so real
So real it was unbearable
I'm glad you barely saw me today
I would have been embarassed
I'm already embarassed

Why am I not good enough?
Why am I the failure?
And WHY after so long is it not getting any better?



I. miss. you. and. me. and. life. being. beautiful.


Dammit.

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  • Current Residence: New Jersey
  • Interests: Harry Potter, Music of all types: reading, writing, singing, loving, being loved
  • Favourite movie: Pirates Of The Caribbean
  • Favourite band or musician: Five For Fighting
  • Favourite genre of music: All
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bloo
  • Personal Quote: Life is my passion; Music is my life
  • Tools of the Trade: Music

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:iconxplay2:
~xplay2 Sep 7, 2009, 1:33:56 PM
Hihi! How are ya girl?
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~Sli-lysinging Sep 20, 2009, 1:50:24 PM
I'm okay

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
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~xplay2 Sep 22, 2009, 8:43:07 AM
Yay! Great to hear! Are you working towards taking some new pictures?
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~Sli-lysinging Sep 22, 2009, 2:42:35 PM
I've been actually modeling for some of my friend photographers instead of taking my own. I haven't had much inspiration for my own lately

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
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~xplay2 Sep 24, 2009, 1:53:01 PM
Awwww! Which friends?? And Id be glad to help ypu come up with a theme!
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~mimilovesf21 Sep 6, 2009, 8:08:14 PM
You look a bit like Avril Lavigne. :D

--
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity..

They'll never bring us down!

~ Elphie & Glinda :heart:

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"We're planning on smacking them down like the hand of God." -Artie from GLEE :lmao:
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~Sli-lysinging Sep 9, 2009, 5:46:37 AM
hehe thank you :)

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
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~mimilovesf21 Sep 9, 2009, 2:02:42 PM
you're welcome :)

--
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity..

They'll never bring us down!

~ Elphie & Glinda :heart:

---------

"We're planning on smacking them down like the hand of God." -Artie from GLEE :lmao:
:iconreonenmiruel:
~ReonenMiruel Jul 4, 2009, 4:10:26 AM
You really like photography,don't you? ^___^

*stating the obvious*

...Anyway. I must watch this account *--*

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[Torn flowers][Wilting hearts]~Echoes under the moon~
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~Sli-lysinging Jul 5, 2009, 6:45:53 AM
thanks!

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
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