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About Me Member General Digital Photographer Sli-lysinging16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Today II

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 7:06 PM
  • Mood: Torment
I looked at my calendar
And I started flipping backwards

As I went further and further,
Little hearts blossomed up everywhere.

March 12
Febraury 27
February 14
February 13
February 12
January 12
January 2
December 25

and so, so many more

And I wonder if they still have meaning to you
Or if they are just faded red hearts on forgotten sheets of paper
I wonder if your pictures are dusty
The CDs not played
The old notes long thrown away

Today, I broke down four times
I could feel the holes in my chest, the ripping of my newly patched heart

Today, it all felt so real
So real it was unbearable
I'm glad you barely saw me today
I would have been embarassed
I'm already embarassed

Why am I not good enough?
Why am I the failure?
And WHY after so long is it not getting any better?



I. miss. you. and. me. and. life. being. beautiful.


Dammit.

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  • Current Residence: New Jersey
  • Interests: Harry Potter, Music of all types: reading, writing, singing, loving, being loved
  • Favourite movie: Pirates Of The Caribbean
  • Favourite band or musician: Five For Fighting
  • Favourite genre of music: All
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bloo
  • Personal Quote: Life is my passion; Music is my life
  • Tools of the Trade: Music

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Comments


:iconxplay2:
Hihi! How are ya girl?
:iconsli-lysinging:
I'm okay

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
:iconxplay2:
Yay! Great to hear! Are you working towards taking some new pictures?
:iconsli-lysinging:
I've been actually modeling for some of my friend photographers instead of taking my own. I haven't had much inspiration for my own lately

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
:iconxplay2:
Awwww! Which friends?? And Id be glad to help ypu come up with a theme!
:iconmimilovesf21:
You look a bit like Avril Lavigne. :D

--
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity..

They'll never bring us down!

~ Elphie & Glinda :heart:

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"We're planning on smacking them down like the hand of God." -Artie from GLEE :lmao:
:iconsli-lysinging:
hehe thank you :)

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3
:iconmimilovesf21:
you're welcome :)

--
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity..

They'll never bring us down!

~ Elphie & Glinda :heart:

---------

"We're planning on smacking them down like the hand of God." -Artie from GLEE :lmao:
:iconreonenmiruel:
You really like photography,don't you? ^___^

*stating the obvious*

...Anyway. I must watch this account *--*

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[Torn flowers][Wilting hearts]~Echoes under the moon~
:iconsli-lysinging:
thanks!

--
When you wish upon a star,
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you <3

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