Sli-lysinging

I'm crying Curled up, head bowed, ashamed to have the stars see I'm closing down, emptying my mind, Scraping out the debris in my heart But there is no time The bell rings I open my eyes and open the door He's there He doesn't say a word But his eyes tell everything They say, "I'm sorry" They say, "I love you" I love you And that's all that matters He kisses me quietly Gently Because it hasn't sunk in yet Someone wants me Someone loves me And I love him back And that's all that matters I bury my face in his chest And he kisses my forehead He says everything's alright I take a deep breath And I let myself believe him

I really don't know how to start this. How can you describle yourself to an audience who hasn't experienced a lifetime in your mind? Who hasn't done  exactly what you've done, who hasn't felt the same way you have? You, sitting here, watching me speak, do you know what you're going to hear, what I'm going to tell you? Because, at this point, I don't even know. If you're here for the basics, then here goes. I am a living, breathing, human being. I have eyes that sometimes don't see everything, and ears that screw up once in awhile. I have a voice that is my best friend, my other half. I have a heart that pumps blood through my body, and aches